Single Status Update
it's been a while since i've actually spoke publicly on something, so here goes.
apparently i actually had a lot of people genuinely stop being my friend and quit talking to me because of something i supposedly did while i was gone from the dayzrp community for a good few months between March-April 2018 until aboutttt August/September of 2018, and then again from August/September 2018 until February 2019.
if you heard anything bad about me during that time that i've done to anyone or said anything to anyone, it simply isnt true. there's a lot of non-serious moments i have in these online communities for good reason, caring too much about people's opinions in an online video game community causes you to distance yourself from those things once you realize what the majority of your stress is coming from, but those rumors were the exact reason why i got banned from dayzrp in the first place, because i knew i needed a break and purposefully got myself banned so i could clear my head and focus on communities and games (and actual schoolwork and whatnot) that werent full of high school-age hostile RP'ers and people who were in their mid 20's and 30's that acted like high school kids.
when i came back in February, i originally meant to come back and actually play, but since my disappearance from dayz that originated roughly a year and a half ago, i've lost any will to play. since then, i've been kinda watching from the background of the forums both here and in other communities keeping a close eye on whats going on.
just wanted to remind everyone i'm still here, and i'm still aware of what's going on everywhere, even if i'm not active. to those who heard me out and let me clear my name while all that was going on, thanks, and to those who have yet to hear, i'm doing well since those days and have moved on to bigger and better things. things that don't involve stupid social groups that revolve around having a tag at the end of my name and things that don't involve toxicity.
i just simply wont let it in what's supposed to be my fun, stress relief, and break from daily life, just like you guys.
if you made it this far, thanks for reading, i hope to hop in-game sometime soon and enjoy what dayz's got to offer now, from the perspective of someone who's a retired hostile RP'er.